Written by Anonymous
Hey babygirl, It’s Valentine’s Day isn’t it? ngl, I haven’t had much time to prepare something for you but I did the best I could and I hope this will suffice. Babe, do you know how happy am to come back home these days and just stare blankly get my phone screen? Very happy, apparently. Because every time I come back here there is a chance that you might pop online and even with that glimpse of hope, you still always bring a smile to my face. Babe, how was I so lucky to have gotten such a beautiful being’s attention— And by beautiful I really do mean both inside and out. You’re ethereal, try to change my mind. How have I managed to catch the attention of someone so incredibly intelligent, so humorous and caring yet so freakin humble and down-to-earth. How are you so patient and understanding for a doofus like me? You know, I’ve caught on so much feelings from just the simple and little exchanges we’ve had — I don’t know how I’m going to handle seeing you around the house with our kids and all once we’ve crossed that bridge and y’know, had more exchanges,,,,, hah kidding kidding. Your simple words and actions always relax me at the end of every day and prepare me so well for each day that is coming, did you know that? Honestly, sometimes I question whether I deserve someone as good as you. But hey, you’re still sticking around so I must be doing something right, right? I love you, soobin. I do. this isn’t at all the best present, nor the best way of presenting my feelings to you, but fuck it. I want you for myself and I don’t want to wait any longer. I’m not around much, I’m not that funny and we don’t have that many icons that match. I’m a dork, I’m an idiot and I don’t sleep on time, but you make me want to better myself everyday, Soobin. And with everyday that is to come for the two of us, I’m going to show you just how much I adore you with every chance that I get. I’m not the best guy out there, but I hope to be the one who can continuously support, motivate and cherish you for as long as you’ll let me. Will you be my girlfriend, Lee Soobin? ian x.